Excruciating Agony: A Personal Battle Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a dreary Monday morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp pain erupted behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid jolts, similar to lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then came back with increased force. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable.

The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.

This condition often start with severe pain behind one eye that lasts for three hours.

About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more often affected. Attacks usually begin with sudden, severe pain focused on a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long symptom-free periods.

What connects sufferers is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the figure dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.

Her family often mistook her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a national hospital.

Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.


Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They attributed the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.

Ancient medical records suggest bizarre treatments for what modern experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a distinct disorder, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.

It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key artery that delivers blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder explain this.

In the late 1990s, scientists published the findings of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.

In spite of such progress, identification remains delayed. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his complaints.

Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A thorough history is crucial: on which side do signs occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.

A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dentists misunderstood her pain. She thinks dentists still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode eased.

Official guidelines on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the bouts of well-known individuals.

But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are handled with acute therapy only. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.

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Cheryl Garrett
Cheryl Garrett

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